.Sunday, December 20, 2009 ' 10:06 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?
i'm onlined as my D ask me to online and post:]i shall not be lazy ya:]i'm thinking of deleting my blog sooner or later,200 over post,should i?i don't wanna onlined anymore,i don't wanna see things i don't want anymore,cause it hurt,it scary...no one can understand how it feel,it so scary than i thought of,my heart sank at that moment,what does it mean?you still can't get over it?or your feeling is still there?i don't know,and i don't wanna know.the best way for me to stop all my thinking,is to delete my blog,and don't online anymore.i know i am falling to your trap,i declared that you win,i'm scared by you.i'm shaky by what you did,did you get what you want by me now?are you satisfied?can you don't torture me anymore?what do you want?just tell me straight,what i can do, i will,i know it my fault.my fault to do everything and make me so so sad,but it the past,i thought everything is settled but i guess i'm wrong.no matter what you do,i will never let go,i can do anything but not letting go,i'm sorry.but during that period of time,i'm also sad for 3months,i'm also suffering,isn't it fair already?why are you still doing everything that hurt me?:(
