.Sunday, May 29, 2011 ' 5:02 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?
back to post again, school was so so busy!!! project and test is on, everyday was project project project!got to learn how to manage my time well!My family is giving me additional burden, can't even understand what they are thinking, sometime i feel so scared, victim became murderer, murderer became victim, ppl is so scary, no peace, no harmony. At this moment, she can be so nice to you asking for forgiving, less than a minute, she can turn over to accuse you!Haix, i need gohonzon to guide my family, give us the best solution and of coz give me energy, force to move on and let go!Mum told me that i have been holding on too tightly on my grandma, so afraid to lose her leading to suffer for both of us, everytime she hope to go other place to stay, she would worry for me. everytime she leave, i would cry so badly, i have no happiness.mum told me that it's hard to let go, but no one can be with you forever, she ask me to take strength from gohonzon to help me, help me let go slowly, at least when this day come, i would be able to accept. but i'm so scared that once i can let go, will my grandma leave me forever?
