.Wednesday, June 15, 2011 ' 10:45 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?
It's hurt me so bad to send you off, seeing the back view of yours become further and further from me, my heart hurt so deeply.today is a special day, you would always be here with me and cook a bowl of noodles with 2 eggs for me, but this year is so different.you forgotten this day, and i told you.you left me an hongbao and you left,money cannot replaced the love,why don't you understand?i don't need so much money, without you, money is meaningless.why must you choose today to leave, to move out from here?please take good care of yourself, take medication on time and don't overdose,no one is there to sleep beside you, must be careful when walking alright?why? why must you do this to me? where did i do wrongly to make you treat me this way?why do you encourage my love one to leave me??did you spare a thought for me?i know you want to see me fall, but now i'm telling you, i will not fall,instead i would be there to see you fall!Karma will be on you,Gohonzoh know who's the person that contribute selflessly and don't ask for return,Gohonzoh know who's the person with evil heart to spilt up the two love one,to make the parties suffered.Gohonzoh please forgive her,she's also my respectful aunt, it's out of jealousy, i don't blame her,please enlighten her with the right path and guide her back to the right path,she's born with a kind heart, don't punish her and save her with all those sorrows in her family.Help her through it, please, i pray.Gohonzoh, punish me, it's my fault, i should be independent,i should be forgiving,i should not talk back,i should control my temper,i should love her instead of hating her.Gohonzoh please punish me and don't let my aunt and grandma suffer,grandma is my beloved one, the one i truly love, aunt is the one who had taken care and treat me very well before,they are my love one,i'm the one that did not do my part, so please punish me and let them go.my conscience is clear, Gohonzoh,but i'm willing to take the karma.
