.Thursday, October 6, 2011 ' 1:20 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?
I miss you:(
No one will truly understand the pain I had until now, moving on is easier to be said than done, I've been trying so hard so hard but I think I failed again. Trying my best to hold back my tears every single moment, trying my best to not think of you, keeping all to me, the memories. I don't wish to think, but I can't. I used to have you to say everything, how I feel even when we had... But now you disappear in my life, you is you, me is me. I start to bottled up, not saying anything to anyone, i don't know how to say, so I cried, all I knew is cry. Acting strong infront of everyone, saying that I'm alright, but am I really okay? I doubt myself.